starkissed` (:

2004-12-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

SHES BACK !
ohmygoodness.
cherlene's finally back!
after so so so so long :)
OHMYLORD, ive missed her so much!
just recieved her message.
and went insane. HOHO :)

anyway
ive fired my DEAREST nanny.
who hasnt been taking care of me when i was sick
even though ive paid her salary ( snapples ;) )
she'll come back begging me in no time ( I WISH )

[edit]
okay my EX nanny, turned out..
to be very sad :(
forcing sm:)es,
crying and all these things.
oh well,
cheerup nanny, i still love you :)

samanthakwan
my physic prince :)
cheerup alright.
i can see that you're trying.
with all that HAHAHAs, although i know.
deep down,
you're really confused and all yeah?
i love you, alotalot.

oh ive got a new whiney but efficient nanny.
who also happens to be my angel ;)
[/edit]

2004-12-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

mamma mia, here i go again
my my, how can i resist you?
mamma mia, does it show again?
my my, just how much i've missed you
yes, i've been brokenhearted
blue since the day we parted
why, why did i ever let you go?
mamma mia, now i really know,
my my, i could never let you go. :)

2004-12-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

okay ive come to a conclusion
staying at home leads to boredom
boredom leads to falling sick
RAWR i should have gone out today man.
to watch national treasure with joshua they all :(
but im broke & lazy
and fever-ish.
maryanne's not good at entertaining anymore
ohmylord IM SICK :(
my nanny's out
leaving me alone to rot
actually i shouldnt blame her
its not her fault
she doesnt know im sick
maryanne is irritating
she doesnt want to bring me rollerblading RAWR
bye world

2004-12-14T16:47:00.001+08:00

last christmas
i gave you my heart
but the very next day
you gave it away,

this year
to save me from tears
i'll give it to someone special

2004-12-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

i have a fever
i feel dizzy
-faints

2004-12-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

im sick
wheres my nanny !
so irresponsible
-looks at candicehooooooooooooooooo

2004-12-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

please stop melting my broken heart

i feel like quoting all the meaningful love quotes there is. -shrugs.
too bored i suppose
i really cant get myself to do my hmwrk la RAWR !

cherleneong is coming home today (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
spoke to her last night online
ohgosh, im so excited !! :D

just watched uptowngirls
damn touching & sweet show.
cried /: HOHO.
im seriously bored,
in need of entertainment.

WHERES MARYANNE TAN HUI MIN? ( is that your chinese name /: )
i need entertainment
anything, you can tell me about clay marble too!
whatever that is la.

i have someone inteorageting me online now /:
i dont know how to spell la.
it means, asking me whats wrong with me and stuff like that /:

samantha teng just sent me a message in chinese.
CHEE ! i dont understand la.
alexi's making paper cranes :)
why am i reporting whatever everyone is doing ah?
SIAO. im seriously bored okay.

i need entertainment -SCREAMS
boredboredboredboredbored.
sorry im too bored.
im wearing a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG sweater now /:
its so cold.
okay bye

im weak its true
cos im afraid to know the answer
do you want me to
cos my heart keeps falling faster

ive waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
its time to try
anything to be with you
all my life ive waited
this is true

2004-12-14T11:17:00.000+08:00

goodmorning. :)
i feel dam lethargic today la?
i keep hearing olinda's "sway" song RAWR
im sick :(
running nose, cough & nausea.
ohmylord, my running nose is dam bad la?
it makes my eyes go all teary, and my nose would hurt and.. never mind /=
its just, dam bad :(
i think im gonna come down with a fever.
im dam cold now.
shucks.
stomach pain RAWR.
i plan to do my holiday hmwrk today :)
i THINK hoho.
i suddenly miss candiceho.
come online la! :)

nicol
hello my gorgeous :)
you are so so sweet okay.
thanks for the blog.
im gonna give you smthg on saturday too okay.
haha. cheerup & ignore _______ yes? ( although i dont know her name but )
i love you. -hug

2004-12-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

hello :)
today's a boring & cold day.
and i made a new template.
been online since morning RAWR
daddy's really good at entertaining people.
and suaning too :(
kept suaning me about braces boy ;) -looks at him
haha i dont like braces boy okay !
hes just a friend :)

mm i think nicol is veryvery cute :)
she is so lovable okay !
gosh, i love her so so much :)

2004-12-12T13:26:00.000+08:00

im so glad i went for service yesterday.
worship really rocked.
you could really see god moving through everyone :)
everyone was just so hyped up for jesus
theres gonna be a great awakening,
theres gonna be a great revival in our land :)

oh yes, alexi ruined my life ! :(

had dinner at bk after servie :)
alot of commotion /:
goodness dont want to explain lahhhhh.
then went to the grass patch to talk & play :)
learnt a new game called.. beech? or smthg like that.
benjamin took 10 years to teach me & evie.
darn funny please.
played soccer, girls against guys.
guys won, 0:3 WHATEVER
then settled down,
played taiti with ivan, edward, evie, joeyee, ben & mingwei.
hoho, I WON BOTH ROUNDS :D
cos i kept getting 2 of spades.
then evie & edward went home.
then SMTHG bad happened :(

walked to white sands at around 2300hrs.
had icecream there, mingwei's treat :D HOHO
( its ony twentyfive cents -.- )
train-ed home with ben, joeyee & shiyi after ice cream.
reached home at 12 plus.

friday //
went to play cs.
gosh, i think im addicted to it okay
kept getting thrashed by calvin and samuel
people giving excuses they didnt know it was me, so they just killed that person
HOW NICE :)

thursday //
went to fetch the megalifers in the end.
met joeyee, shiyi & nicholas.
then nicholas left.
walked to pasir ris ( from tampines ) with joeyee and shiyi
was super fun
we though we saw snakes dropping from the trees HAHA
walked to church at around 8, after calvin said he had already reached home -.-
megalifers had already arrived :D
so happy to see them :))
then evie's dad came and fetched her home :(
had dinner ( again ) with vanessa, shiyi, joeyee, ben & mingwei.
cab-ed home with mingwei after that.

i think mingwei is very silly & the way he talks is veryvery cute :D

vanessa
youre a very strong lesbo part of mine yes? :)
and stay that way.
God's watching from above.
he knows.
just ignore ______ alright.
shes not worth anythg.
cheerup.
iloveyouuuuu

2004-12-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

my shoulders are aching like madshithell.
damnit pain okay :(((((((((((((((((((((
all because of kayaking.
sheesh.
woke up damn late this afternoon :)
1345hours, and my sister was like,
let her hibernate la!
great, im so bored & tired :(

im addicted to karma by alicia keys :)

its a boring day :(
im broke so i cant go out.
pathethic yes? :(
i miss sherriekoh.
hoho :)
MY SHOULDERRRRSSSSS rawr !

megalifers are returning today.
i dont know why,
but i dont really look forward to them coming back.
thats.. bad i guess :(

________ coming back : o1 days
candiceho coming back : o1 days / o days ?
candicechai coming back : 16 days.
cherlene coming back : o5 days :)
christmas : 16 days.
demelza coming back : o8 days :)
kimberley coming back : o1 days :)
megalifers coming back : 0 days.
meiyang coming back : o2 days :)
philicia coming back : 17 days.

i guess.. thats was all i remembered :)
gee so mean HOHO.
i really miss them all :((
& i was too bored :D

2004-12-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

its a dam cold night :(
im suppose to call my mommie, whos away at camp in malaysia RAWR !
this is pissing, but nvm ! they're all coming back tmrw ! :)

mm today's was darn tiring okay but fun !
caught without a paddle this morning with rachelho, priscillateo & priscilla luo :)
lame show la.
TAITAI lied to me >:/
said it was funny huh :)
anyway, den we made our way to east coast park :)
let me tell you smthg.
we all almost got ourselves killed please /:
cos we were running across all de highways to get dere !
ohmygoodness, we were darn freaked please.
it was raining when we reached.

walked to big splash?
played there for a while :)
den went to rent kayaks.
went kayaking, dam fun.
capsized 3 times, & fell off the boat arnd 5?
damn pathethic la.
some guys had to come and help me and priscilla?
and rachelho had to try to pull me up from her boat,
while priscilla teo was trying to stop her & my boat from seperating?
damn loser man.
all because i was lying on the boat, sleeping & accidently dropped the paddle until priscilla was like, wheres your paddle ! then i saw it floating.. out in the sea.
jumped out and swam towards it, then i couldnt climb onto the boat again -.-
the second time,
i was like trying to steer the boat?
and i overturned & capsized?
we were trying our hardest to get back on when i fell off again?
then, priscillateo & rachelho were on shore alr.
goodness /:
but priscillaluo kept screaming and laughing okay :) dam funny !
then went big splash again to play with pris luo while the other 2 looked for shells :)
bathed & bus-ed home.

saw bus 67 today.
and thought of ______.
ah well :(
i miss you.

soundbites // karma, alicia keys
bloodyhellnice :)

now you, saying i complete your dream
now you, saying i'm your everything
you confusing me
what you say to me
don't play with me
don't play with me.
what goes around, comes around.
what goes up, must come down.
now whos crying, desiring to come back to me

2004-12-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

hello :)
its a cold boring night.
and i just went down to meet maryanne to do smthg.
guess what, she took home my phone :D
HOW NICE.
cos i took candiceho's letter and didnt want to pass it to her, den she grabbed my phone.
oh well, i dont care :)
den she ran off please -.-
so i just walked off.
HAHA :D
im going to get it back by friday la huh :)
ohwell, im going to play x box and then jump into bed i sleep :)
i guess hoho.

______ should sneeze now, cos im missing you :)

2004-12-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

you know smthg.
i think i have __________________ already.
OH MY GOODNESS
i dont want :( i dont want :( i dont want :(
i dont want to fall into depression again.
i dont want to start being sad & stuff again.
i dont want all these to happen :(
but i cant stop it right?
OH MY GOODNESS
this is SO bad /:
what am i going to do :(

2004-12-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

hello :)
today was fun :D & tiring.
i laughed alot, and got wet alot :(
TAITAI makes me laugh.
you lame & retarded person. -pretends to be angry POUT
HAHAH :D
watched a tennis match too :)
a friendly one only la.
everyone's at camp :(
TAITAI went for his church camp just now :(
candicechai is leaving tmrw! :(
shucks.

im getting fatter.
i had a brownie just now :D
okay bye

2004-12-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

i ~~want~~ ~~need~~ MUST HAVE a LIME GREEN MINI IPOD!
or else, ill start having withdrawel symptoms.
the symtoms are starting.
im currenting gorging myself with a whole tub of walls, chocolate ice cream with a TEASPOON.
hoho hello fats :)

phil's gone :(
sent her off at the airport today.
only had about 3 mins with her? den she hadta rush off :(
shes so sweet :) gave me and maryanne chocolates :)
passed her her sec4 farewell present.
caught christmas with the kranks again at tampines with maryanne :)
obsession with the incredibles :D
laughed alotalot today with maryanne, my auntie :D
hoho.
i miss phil :(

2004-12-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

emeline darling. :):)
im still at the airport.
at the lounge. using the com there.
wheeeeeeeeee.
haha. i just ate. now enjoying sprite. its so quiet..
and it seems like mine is the only keyboard going piak piak piak. x(
anyway. thanks for your sock! sadcase i dropped the note. BOO. ): hope the sockky can keep me warm eh? heh. :)
dont worrie la. i`ll get you stuff. haha. :) enjoy the chocolates. and rmb ta pass the stuff to my kid. haha. dont get too fat from eating them okay. [the chocolates]
and hope you enjoy your movie. dont know why you wanna watch again? too much money ah.
ahaha. okay. oh wewll. takecare okay. got this guy. keep staring at me. think my keyboard too noisy. =/ eeks.

bye darlingg. :) im gonna miss you too. dont be depressed.. hoho. :)
:)PHIL*

2004-12-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

hello :)
IM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED :(
romeo's enjoying herself at camp :))
she just msged me. YAYE :)

oh yes, everyone, i wanna show you my angel :)

isnt she SO sweet :)
and she makes me sm:)e.
my pretty ladyaee :)
i love you.

2004-12-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

emeline's bored now :(
philcia's lame now :(
IM BORED :(

playing x box causes severe eye disease :)
say byebye to my pretty eyeballs and hello to blank eye sockets :D
my primary one cousin is over, playing his playstation -.-
my aunty & grandma are talking.
my mom is running the threadmill.

WOW. HOW FUN. ( right )
im too bored.
i miss cherlene like nobody's business :(
HURRY COME BACK HUSBAND :(

and now, kimberley's gone.
ohmygosh.
im going to fall into depression & hibernate till saturday :D
yaye, so fun yes? :)
evie, twin, lesbo part, alexi, grandpa, jialin, daddy & so many other people are going to be gone tomrw :( :( :(
oh gosh, hello bed :)

i miss candiceho.
can she faster come back :(
i want her lameness and ever lasting HAHAHA :))

my darling mommie sherrie's in hongkong :(
im still waiting with her for 9decmember to come :D hooray.

i miss pomt too :(
i just talked to her ytd :D
i cant wait till we go out.
we're going to earn four dollars ! :D hooray.
and watching ring2 together :)

i cant wait for 10dec to come :)
FINALLY going out with AHMA & PERSON :)
two lame people :)
and one of them, obsessed with insaniquarium ;)

i want to buy the camp t shirt :(((((((((
gosh its so pretty okay, but so big.

i miss ng meiyang!
that stupid tudi of mine is having fun in europe now :(
and shes gonna get smthg for me :)
right? right? :)

why is so many people gone :(
IM MISSING THEM LIKE DUNNO WHAT.
my heart hurts like shiate :(
im missing too many people alrdy :(

anyway for tmrw,
its hello bed, hello x box & HELLO CONEAR CANCER :))))))))))))))))))))

and ill be going out for the rest of the days :D
okay i just had dinner :D
NICENICE :)
i love intestines & salted vegetables.
im going to grow fat & DIE.
oh yay :)

i think this post is really sarcastic -.-

2004-12-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

conear cancer pls. my eyes are in danger.
have been on the x box playing harrypotter for the past 3 hours non stop.
i am going to die.

slept over vanessa's house last night.
laughing disease between me and evie.
and vanessa was sleeping /=
played lame games and talked and laughed till 0400hours.
couldnt wake up this morning.
rushed home for piano :)

its a boring day.
whole church's going for a 4 day camp tomorrow.
im not going :D
hallelujah.
at least ill have my geraldine, pretty lady to accompany me :D
& im tired now.
sheesh, too much harry potter.

you know smth,
ive got a D grade for my flying examination
okay whatever that was totally out of point.
HAHA :D

2004-12-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

ooh lala =)
hello.
towned with zoe, melody and candicechai today :D
caught bridget jones diary, edge of the reason.
snuck in ;)
good show though, darn romantic :D
then had dinner with them :)
went home.

yesterday,
town-ed with jolyn and candicechia :)
caught christmas with the kranks.
funny shit :D
i like.
hahaha.
then walked to wistma :D
WINDOW SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES.
ooh, pretty pretty ;D i<3.>someone just went online :D

im bored, i saw olinda today.
isnt maryanne SO jealous ;)

you
frankly, i dont care about you anymore.
all you lies & shit.
but. its hard not talking to you.
after everything we've been through together.
ah fuck, i think i still do :(

okay, byebye.

2004-12-02T02:25:00.000+08:00

):
everyones blogging in my blog except ME,
how nice yes?
im sleeping.
i dont wanna call kim ):
yet shes asking me.
ahwell /=
im addicted to popcapgames.
oh gosh ):
insaniquaium! :)
or however you spell it.
i need to wake up at 0830hours tomorrow, to do some passport shit with daddy ):
then off to meet jolyn.
TIRING :(

SHUCKS.
rachelchng doesnt allow me to see her in a golden, round rimmed specs -.-
wth.
HOW NICE OF HER.

IMBORED, dicklee is HOT :D
oohMAMA :D
i mean, he's hot for is fortysevenyearold age la huh :)
OOHLALA.

gosh, this is crazy.
i even made up a number to vote for him : 1900 112 3425 :)
HAHA.
maryanne asked what crap number that was -.-
you see, 3425 on the handphone is D-I-C-K.
goodness. SICK /=

i think im digressing alot.
im tired & sleepy :(

MY SISTER WANTS TO SLEEP IN MY ROOM TONIGHT.
OH WOW -.-
SICKENING SHIATE.
but i cant chase her out, cos im too nice.
and now shes lying on MY bed, reading her books.
so nice of her (:
( RIGHT )

ahwell, shall blog more tomorrow :D

2004-12-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

hello lesbo part (:
did i tell you i miss you ?
well, im telling you now
hahaa (:
mmmm.
the JACKET (:
ahahaa.
okayy
take careee.
-loveloveee
[ winks -
*mwahhh (:

#lesbopart-

2004-12-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

princess!!!! :):):)
hahaha good afternoon my princess :)
was so bored
and since you asked me to blog
HERE I AM :D
anyway
thank you for always always ALWAYS listening to me talk rubbish.
and whatever problems i had :)
without you i think i'd burst with everything bottled up inside me

anywayyy
this is our song rmb???
-
Though we've got to say goodbye for the summer,
darling, I promise you this!
I'll send you all my love, everyday in a letter,
sealed with a kiss

Yes, it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer
But I'll fill the emptyness.
I'll send you all my dreams, everyday in a letter
Sealed with a kiss

I'll see you in the sunlight
I'll hear your voice everywhere
I'll run to tenderly hold you,
but baby, you won't be there

I don't want to say goodbye for the summer,
knowing the love we'll miss
So let us make a pledge to meet in September,
and seal it with a kiss

(music)

Yes, it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer
But I'll fill the emptyness.
I'll send you all my love, everyday in a letter
Sealed with a kiss

Sealed with a kiss

Sealed with a kiss
-
you know before i edited the punctuations and spelling of the source i got this song from,
it had like exclaimation marks all over the song.
like : 'yeah, it's gonna be a cold, lonely summer!
but i'll fill the emptyness!
i'll send you all my love, everyday in a letter!
sealed with a kiss!'
i really don't know what's so worth exclaiming about. -shakes.
haha! ah well.
some people are just weird |:
PRINCESS ILYYYY :D -hugs.

2004-12-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

my hero :) :) :)

2004-12-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

guess what.
im freakin pissed!
ohgod, ohgod.
im so angry, im gonna hyperventilate okay.
i was throwing childish tantrums /:<
AHHH, i wanna fling the laptop across the room now :D
okay i dont wanna go out tomorrow with _______ anymore.
im too pissed! >:/
i guess, i may be going to catch the incredibles again with candicechai?
dont know, ill msg her later on :D
IM TOO PISSED.

im on the phone with romeo :D
shes sprouting rubbish.
hopping blogs, whatever.

im pissed, im pissed! >:/
kim's screaming now.
cos she blocked someone by accident -.-
whatever bye.

shannon, thanks ah, for being such a GOOD friend -whoops.
( that was so sarcastic )

hi im back :D its 0249hours. im just editing the post.
kim is mad.
she suddenly asked me :
who did you lose your first french kiss to?
me: ERRR. my softtoy :D no one lahhh. WHY, WHAT HAPPENED. _________ issit ?
her: SIAO. NO LA. i swear! not him! -.-
me: dont lie to me irritating woman.
her: im not lying! i swear. cross my heart. AHHH. SPONGEBOB IS SO CUTE!

and so on. shes mad -.-
okay whatever :)
im tired.
im still talking to a half asleep romeo -.-

i think im very childish.
see ___ online is still VERYVERY pissin' ! grr.
gosh, im so PISSED.
angry, GRR GRR GRR.
-throws childish tantrums >:/
AHH :(

candiceho, ex bf, nanny, ex sitting partner, darling :), patient
hello :)
youre going to leave singapore in seven & a ten mins :D
which is arnd.. 1010hours yes?
its 0300am alr :)
you takecare alright.
yes ill miss you too :D
thanks for wanting to bring back stuff for me even though i DIDNT ask ( i was going to ask anyway :D ) 0=))
ahwell :)
sleepwell, loveyou :)

2004-11-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

WOW. my msn is not working :D oh WOW.
how FUN :)
im so irritated okay! sheesh :(
and i desperately need to tell twin smth :(
ah well.
TODAY WAS A TIRING DAY /:
end

but i saw my twin :))
and it made my day a happier one! :D

2004-11-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

okay thanks philicia & vanessa for blogging :)

im in my romeo's house now :D
shes in her room, doing I DONT KNOW WHAT.
im bored :(
ahh, and i heard ____'s dedication over 98.7fm.
screamed and died, thankyou.

me and kim's going on her roof later at 2am to watch the stars ( if theres any ) and to eat cup noodles? HAHA and talk of course.
unless her _______ calls her.
sheesh. im going to find her now la :D
we'll gonna do our christmas wistlist :))

romeo
kimberleykan :)
whatever would i do without you :D
you mean soso much to me you know.
haha im sorry about today alright?
me and hannah were.. naughty.
haha :D i love you anyway :)) -hug.

vanessayap
heres your love dedication!
happy? :)
yes, ill remember your jacket on saturday :)
enjoy yourself yes?
i love you :)

twin
hello darling :)
i saw my dedication.
thanks so much alright :)
we shall have our CRAZY & NOISY & SILLY & LAME times together again, SOON!
i cant wait yes? :)
sleep early twin, like you always ask me too :D
i love you.

romeo's asking me to blog about today -.-
okay now.

emeline came to my house today at 1:30pm.
and.. ( okay that was her , back to me now, she went to change out of her big ugly ahma pink shirt :D )
okay shes back, ( she continues )

and she wanted to watch the incredibles so badly.
so i called hannah koh, she came over. ( they are now such good friends. -.- )
THEY EVEN GANGED UP AND TEASE ME. mad - ness.
okay. back to the story.
then they played.
she ask my maid to buy mashpotatoes.
cause she was craving for them.

okay whatever. kim's on the phone now :)
so back to me (:
yes, so her maid bought us TEN mashpotatos from erms, seven eleven (:
YAYE.
and i ate 2 & a half.
hannah ate HALF.
kim ate 3 !
we kept the rest in the fridge to rot yes? (:
hahaha.
then we did alot of rubbish :D
rotted too ( kim got angry halfway, cos of me and hannah )
but shes okay now.
WAHLAO.
HOW NICE
I THINK SHES ANGRY AT ME AGAIN.
FINE FINE FINE -.-
irritating woman.
never mind :)

im listening to come on by ben jelen :)
HOW NICE.
okay whatever.
byebyebyebyebye.

2004-11-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

heys darls. :)
haha. i just decided to come blog for a few reasons,
1) im bored,
2) you're missed,
3) i decided to drop by since i havent for qt some time.
:):)

sooo. how have you been? do takecare okayy.
go for trainings more. :) i might be going on friday. but not to train la. hahas. yepps. grrrrr. i dont know what to say though.
oh. and my prom dress is quite simple, so nothing much to see la. x) hahas.
yepps. mmhm. talk to you soon okayy? :)
takecare for now.
*lovesloves. :):)

2004-11-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

lesbo part !
-smiles
hehhh
are you surprised ?
((:
hmmmm !
where's miee
love dedication ?
hahaa ((:
mmm
but dont worry
i still love you-
heeheee
are we gonna have some MORE stay overs ? :)
i hoppe so ! it was funn, yes ?
hmmmm
okayy (:
I LOVE YOU LESBOPART !
mwahhh

x. vanessaaa :)

2004-11-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

kim darling posted the testimonial i wrote for her in her blog :))
so i shall post the testimonial SHE wrote for ME hahah :) YAYE!

HIHIHI DARLING (: thanks for that
suhweet testimonial. its so sweet. (:

ILOVEYOU. i start with ILOVEYOU
cause i really do (: i want to tell you how
much i love you darling.

darling, you know i can't do without you
(: cause in my heart, you're always my
juliet honey(:

ILOVEYOU, DARLING.

i think its really sweet :)
and i really love her, ALOT ALOT.
im still talking to that silly woman :)
and i miss her alot :D

2004-11-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

i just invaded (: heeehees.
just wanted to say,
i love you la :)

x romeo star/ boyfriend (:

2004-11-27T01:52:00.000+08:00

good morning :)
its 2am.
im STILL on the phone with my darling ROMEO :)
shes really crazy, shes -CENSORED- ing now /=
( she forced me to take that off, whatever she was doing then )
that silly woman, slap her lahhhh.
and im really sleepy ):
im checkers-ing with my daddy, whos supposeitly losing? :))
HAHAHA :D
im STILL sleepy.
im going to sleep soon :)
YAYE!
hahah.
ailin still wants to conference :(
ill fall asleep, honestly.

i miss twin :(

you
you know, you REALLY irritated me today.
and i blocked you :D
i bet you didnt know right.
cos you simply DIDNT CARE.
and im going to see you today?
SHUCKS, oh what FUN.

candiceho
you stupid woman.
you confused me like shit today okay!
and you made me UNDULY worried -_____-
whatever anyway, i think youre better now la?
takecare alright? :)
im missing you.

i swear to say at least 10 iloveyous to kimberley kan xuan hui everyday :D

2004-11-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

i was just listening to obviously on my playlist ): -looks at cherlene. shiates.
and its playing 25minutes now. my playlist is freaking irritating, and really good at making me depressed la huh ): okay whatever.

I JUST CANT STAND IT.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY PLAYIST.
okay im sorry ):

went twin's house today for a while, at 6 :)
stayed till 9?
shes so scary okay ):
when shes angry ):
ahhh, but i still love twin, angry OR happy :D

had lunch at singaporepost with a stupidlame person :))
bought my jackjack cushion ! -looks at phil :)
YAY ! hahah.
its so cute alright.
hahah, im bored.
im talking to REALLY lame people now okay.
people who are SCARED & PHOBIATIC of my msn emoticons -________-

my ah ma likes to say says. ah mah: says:
PLEASE
my ah ma likes to say says. ah mah: says:
NOMORE FACE
; living on the edge + / obviously, shes outta my league )) says:
[ puts that emoticon ]
my ah ma likes to say says. ah mah: says:
NO MORE
; living on the edge + / obviously, shes outta my league )) says:
[ puts emoticon again ]
my ah ma likes to say says. ah mah: says:
i'll treat you

oh gosh.
its so funny :))
HAHAH.

twin :))
please, dont be angry.
im SCARED okay ! :((
ahhhh, i still love twin la :)
you ego woman, kept taking photos :D

ROMEO
i love you, alot.
next monday ! :D
and im fine okay, dont worry :)

pomt :D
THE RING 2 :)
we've sworn to watch it with each other, ALONE.
without anyone else okay !
you better not be scared and back out.
cheer up darling.
dont be so sad & sadistic. so scary :(
i love you :)

julia
mommie, stop being so upset okay :(
i love you :)

2004-11-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

hello my darling twinnn :)
i see my link in bold :))
today was fun, wasn't it ? :)
you're so noisyyy :D
haha you made so much noise in the train
in the salon, everywhere
thats why we're twins you see
we make so much noise
and we think alike
and we have the same taste in skirts :D
ohhh we finally took neos
and we cut hair !
my cute bung :)
mm i think my hair's weird :(
its like a lil too short ? oh well
we have to go shopping for skirts soon okay
take care darling, i'm seeing you on saturday !
but i'm missing you alr :(
I LOVE YOU :)

/ abby

2004-11-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

im lazy to blog.
i lost my handphone.

COUSIN
cheerup okay ):
its been really long since ive seen you like that.
and i dont like it, one bit ):
dont say youre against the world alone.
you have me :D
i think ill give you some time to sort your feelings alright.
but no matter what you choose, ill always be behind you :)

twin
hello twin.
im happy :)
you know why.
we're FINALLY not postponing our plans ! yay.
i miss you :(
but ill be seeing you tomorrow :)
so its okay.
haha.
i love you.

husband
i miss you :(
so much.
and im okay.
im not sad.
okay ill tell you everything when you come back la :)
im waiting okay !
14dec(:
i cant wait.
16 dec ! -hug.

boyfriend
hello darling.
im okay :)
dont worry alright.
im really fine.
i just think.. okay never mind.
ill call you later and tell you what happened :)
i love you.

sherrie
mommie, i miss you.
where are you now :(
i cant msg you, cos i dont have my phone.
AHHHH.
i miss you crazy ah-tiongness.
really !
AHHHH ):

2004-11-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

mm HI.
im bored.
its a boring friday.
im broke, i cant go out ):
HAHAHAHA.

caught shutter yesterday.
scary shiate.
almost cried.
too scary ):
i was hyperventilating please.
candiceho made me deaf.
i think she screamed loudest in the cinema?
LOL.
but the show is REALLYREALLY scary okay ):
haha.
missed abit of singapore idol ):
ah, was hearing the first part of it over candiceho's handphone.
maryanne helped us :D
haha.
rushed home to watched.
and now, im rotting.
shall spend my day reading digital fortress (:
really good book.
byebye.

lesbo part
cheerup alright :)
dont think so much about it.
i dont think she meant to do it.
i love you :)

twin
HOW ? ):
todays friday already.
tomorrow's saturday :)

ex husband
i miss you, alot :(

i never could have seen this far
i never could have seen this coming.
it seems like my worlds falling apart.
why is everything so hard
i dont think i can deal with the things you said
it just wont go away.

in a perfect world,
this could never happen.
in a perfect world,
you'll still be here.
and it makes no sense
i could just pick up the pieces
but to you
this means nothing
nothing at all

i used to think that I was strong
until the day it all went wrong
i think I need a miracle to make it through
i pictured I could bring you back
i pictured I could turn back time
cos I can’t let go
i just can’t find my way

2004-11-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

hello :)
everyone one is complaining about my previous post /=
hahah thanks everyone la :)
i know you'll be there for me yea. -lovesyouall.

haha anyway.
traning yesterday SUCKED so bad. period.
so tiring.
almost passed out and vomitted okay :(
ahwell.
after training, went compass with felicia and pris.
went swimming at my aunty's house :D
tsk, felicia was gross okay. -looks at her.
HAHA :D i got burnt somemore :(
tried to walked from compasspoint to heartland.
lost our way :(
wandered around for an hour until we came to this mrt station called renjong station -____-
waddeheck. has ANYONE heard of it huh. so retarded please. haha.
then an nna saw us :)) my LIFESAVER okay.
she msged me, laughing at us -________-
said that we couldnt get a cab in the rain.
no money please.
then she was so nice :) lended us money.
haha gosh.
felicia & pris were melting. -looks at them.
SHEESH.
finally got to heartland at 1630, when we left sengkang at 1430.
HAAAA. retarded.
walked around heartland.
then went home :)

today
celebrated rachelchng's birthday :)
with kimberley. met bird halfway though.
met kim at heartland :)
had fries and yoshinoya.
we did REALLY retarded things okay.
tsk, kim.
the rachelchng came :)
train-ed to town.
caught doll master in cine.
kim made me deaf.
rachel said it was sad.
saw vanessa.. whats her surname? HAHA.
then went wisma.
bought a shirt.
its really nice.
OMG. I WANT THIS BLACK SKIRT FROM FOREVER21.
ANYONE ANYONE ? :D prettyplease.
haha.
met bird at the food court :)
saw _____________.
stupid kim, you have BAD taste.
then kim went home.
bird and rachel send me home :))
then they both went out again.
tsk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL DADDY :)

2004-11-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

isnt the picture crazy.
haha.
candiceho sent it to me, a long time ago :)
i think its crazy lahhh. ahwell.
its been very busy last week okay.
shall blog a super long entry about it lahhhh :)
too lazy, so i shall start from thursday okay.

thusday
tanning at sentosa.
with julia.
haha almost fainted :(
but it was fun, overall.
haha.
after tanning, went delifrance.
stoned there for 2 hourse.
i called twenty over people to ask for fun things to do and all the crazy stupid suggestions came out la? like HANGMAN, TRUTH&DARE, MONORAIL. alot more crazy things. haha. julia kept talking to her DARLING only la? tsk.
in the end, we went back to the beach.
sat down, talked about stuff, took photos & all for an hour :)
started digging moats and drawing in the sand. haha.
was fun :)
then train-ed back to kovan, after sneaking into a hotel to clean up ;)
that julia is full of lies. TSK.
had dinner at macs, then mommie fetched me home. haha.

friday
UHH.
i forgot what i did today.
OH.
i skipped training and church bbq :))
due to being TOO sick, due to tanning yesterday.
came down with fever, running&blocked nose, sore throat, cough, cramps, nausea and headache :( but im fine now.
stayed at home. went online after so long :)

saturday
church :)
ruiyi came over in the morning.
then evie came also :)
cab-ed to pasirris mrt together :)
met samkwan, sophil, alexi, yunying there.
went to church together.
haha.
slept over evie's place.
there was no one at home okay :))
her whole family & maid was away in malaysia.
we had the whole house for ourselves.
cooked, at honeystars, watched movies, played monopoly and everything until 0630hours in the morning, then we went to sleep :)
woke up at 1130am. walked to the coffee shop, bought breakfast.
ROTIPRATA & alot others :)
it was raining heavily :(
haha.
then smth really BAD happened. -looks at evie.
HAHAHA all your fault.
hur, but we learnt new things :)
then samanthateng & vanessayap came over.
haha.
watched classic, then mommie fetched all of us to my house.
3 of them stayed over :)
slept at 330am, prankcalling, laughing, dancing, modelling, doing aerobics, screaming and everything. HAHA.
it was so funny :)
woke up the next day at around 10am ?
took 2 years to decide what to do.
and in the end, we went to heartland mall, rented a few movies & bought cookie mixture :)
baked cookies and watched a movie :)
the cookies were NICE okay.
we gave some to my neighbour 0:)
haha ah well.
okay ive got training tomorrow.
that felicia woman forced me to go :(
byebye

husband
i saw you & your sister on webcam today.
HAHA so funny okay.
you kept screaming and laughing.
take care alright, you seem so cold.
wearing so many jackets :)
loves-

twin
haha yes finally :)
must NOT postpone this time alright.
haha.

romeo STAR
im msging you know okay.
and you are so crazy
HAHA :)
yes, we're being super mushy.
i love you :))

2004-11-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

is everybody going crazy
is anybody gonna save me
can anybody tell me whats going on
tell me whats going on

i dont know :(
i guess things arent going like they used to be.
no ones there.

2004-11-12T14:08:00.000+08:00

i guess its coming back.
i dont know, i really dont.

sorry i havent been coming on.
sorry :(
its just.. ah never mind.
my internet wasnt down.
i was just.. not telling the truth ?
mm yes.

heartsweet
mm ill tell you why i didnt want to come on later okay ?
i miss you, like, ALOT :(

jiejie
thankyou for all those daily smses :)
made my day, as usual.
haha i love you.

mommie, sweets
i enjoyed yesterday alot mommie :)
haha thankyou lahhhhh.
and you and glenn sim are so darn sweet okay.
tsk.
mm okay. -love love.

pomt
mm i know you're hiding things from me okay.
even though youve told me almost everything, i know.
okay me too.
i have to tell you smth, call you tonight.
i love you.

grandson
hello darling.
you are so sweet :))
thanks for being there.
all the late nights and stuff.
2am calls & smses.
haha im gonna miss you when you go to anglican :(
please dont.
i love you.

COUSIN
i love you :)
ALOT.

romeo
haha yes.
i LOVE late night chats with you.
we're gna have another one tonight yes ?
haha, you initiated that crazy idea.
until what time huh.
talking about ______________ :)
okay porkfloss i mean.
mm nevermind. i dont think that made sense. HAHA.
i love you lahhhhh :)

crush
yewyi :)
hello you silly woman.
called me at 145am last night huh.
to talk about the farewell bbq -____-
and scared me with ghost stories :(
you know, i was dam worried about you ytd okay.
haha ah well.
im missing you, still :)
mm, love you. -hugs.
next week okay ? (: haaaaa.

twin
yes MONDAY ((:

you
im sorry.
im STILL confused.
after so long.
i dont know.

i have to stop lying to myself, about
everything :(

2004-11-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha hello (:
this template's kinda messed up /=
im lazy to edit.
ah well, lazy ems :(
im talking to crazy people online now.
like shannon, dam lame okay.
rightttt [left, center]
obsessions with his farts -____________-
and sick cherleneong. who has silky&soft shiate.
EUW.
and my twosome date with juliaaa (:
next wednesday ! :D
her nickname's kinda.. haha (:
& other crazy people (:
ruiyi just called to tell her, her photo can take photos of samara, cos her handphone shutdown, and when she on-ed it again, everything was negative colour. HAHA (: then her hair, was white /= LOL.
and eileen's messenging me about 50moredays ! and how excited she is to see someone on that day /= [she counts down EACH day, and msges me]
and kimberley telling me the song, obviously is playing on perfect10 (: -looks at candiceho. HAHA.
and ngmeiyang, that mad woman, demanding her apple turnover treat.
sheesh. i have such crazy friends /=

haha, my stomach still hurts :(
thankyou cherlene, for that note on your blog :D

2004-11-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

i took off the other post (:
i guess, its kinda private ?
okay never mind.
ahh, i have to help so many people blog.
abby, phil and the squishy&squashy blog :(
im lazy /=
okay whatever.
slept over evie's house yesterday (:
her bed is so comfortable.
went job hunting in the day, with janis at bugis (:
then met up with shannon&nick (:
caught celluar.
its a darn funny movie okay /= [though i was forced to watch it]
was laughing like crazy (:
then went to tiongbahruplaza (:
couldnt get any job laaaa.
so frustrating !
ah well, im sick.
thanks everyone for your concern ((:
i have no lipton tea at home, but thanks alexi (:
haha.

im missing philicialimenchze :(

2004-11-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

oooh. hellow. :)
i was just online. so i decided to come drop an entry since you arent.
and i know you're missing me bad. :)
haha. dont worry la. im missing you toos yah? :)
hahahaa.

anyway. have you been training harddd? :)
better be yah. mmm. i dont know what to sayyy. =/ lalalaaa.
phil's lazing arnd.
are you looking forward to 19 novv? look forward to it kaes.
look forward to it with me. :) wheeee. then after that, i can go burn all my books.
right now, i can burn english. chinese, socials, lit. whoaa. shuang pls. after monday, i can burn my maths. wheeeeeeee.
i just cant wait for burn physics. :):) hehh. hate the subject, hate the teacher. =/ oops.

ohhhwellls. takecare i guess!
ily so muchhh.:) hahahas.
trainhard yes? :) loves;

the only me. obviously. :) haaa.]]

2004-11-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

CHEN MOON STARS ! ((((x
here i come to VANDALISE your property !
HARHARHARRR ! -laughs like you (((:
i shall dedicate this post
to the one and only
ME ! (((: ,
eviekoyifei ;
who rawks your world oh so much ((:

she's your SLUT !
she's your ROCKAYEE cousin !
your fellow hate RHINO and _____AH ! -oops
your horror flicks watching partner
ahh.
the reason whyy sometimes you become deaf -winks
i cannot thiink of anything more (:

anywayys,
II LOVE THIS COUSIN OF MINE LAA ((x
and i know she LOVES me TOO !

see ya tmr !

2004-11-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

rerhs.
im starting to like avril lavinge songs :)
its nice, and the lyrics are meaningful.
haha
town-ed ytd with maryanne, eileen, jolynsoo & candicechai :)
caught princess diaries 2 :D
it was nice, laughing throughout the whole movie and maryanne kept looking at me -____-
haha. met kim & demelza in the theater ! :D
wanted to watch doll master [again], but no one dared :(
ah well.

met zhennnnn, xinyuan, janice & enmei :)
took neos with xinyuan, maryanne, eileen, jolyn, candicechai & enmei.
squeezed and laughed like mad.
"i know im cute :D" -looks at maryanne. HAHA.

left for the mrt station, was raining damn heavily lah :(
GOT WET ! so did everyone else :))
was laughing like crazy.
maryanne & jolyn were complaining, said i pulled the umbrella too much. HAHA.
i was freezing :(

train-ed to heartland mall.
had dinner cum lunch at yoshinoya with maryanne and eileen :)
i like the beef rice okay
walked about a while.
eileen went home.
went popular with maryanne.
HAHA, she's obsessed with calendas lahhh :)
esp the ones with SINGAPORE pictures ! /=
im getting her one for her birthday :D

mm, bus-ed home with her.
smth's wrong with the bus i tell you
its damn freaky okay.
the seat infront of me and maryanne, had this BIGBIG hole in the middle,
and yet, we didnt even notice it until 5mins later only.
its damn freaky okay, then the window sills had alotalot of water,
even though the windows were tightly shut.
and there was MACFLURRY out of NO WHERE. okay so freaky please. -looks at maryanne.
she was video-taking everything with my phone.
crazy woman.

haha ive got stomachache la.
takecare :)

yes philicia, i miss you :)
and i know you miss me too. HAHA.

2004-11-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

losing my grip by avril lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel,baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms aroud you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Why should I care
Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Yeah, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn aroud can recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Crying out loud I'm Crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
[chorus]

Crying out loud I'm Crying out loud

Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care cause you weren't therewhen I was scared I was soalone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don´t care were not going anywhere

yes, i shant care anymore.

2004-11-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

ive had a really really fun time online today -looks at abby & alexi
haha
but i was super annoyed & irritated too :(
haha, ABBY.

oh yes, thanks for blogging for me twinnnnn :)
i love you.

i cant wait to see meiyang & cherlene tomorrow :D

2004-11-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO EMELINE CHEN :)
yes IM BACK :D
haha i was only gone for three days you knowwww
you make it sound like i went
for dont know how many weeks
tsk. but you ARE coming to my house on monday :)

haha i still remember the last time you came
and there was that alexi lim as well
HAHA the two of you are NOISY
unlike ME. i know you agree
and i know he agrees too :D
its SO obvious
haha okay. im mad.

im talking to you now
and we're discussing what movie to watch
and you're supposed to send me my song SOON

anyway, we're gonna have fun on monday :D
YAYYYYY !
I LOVE YOU :)

/ twin

2004-11-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

hello good morning (:
i just woke up, and im eating carrot cake :D -looks at rachel.
HAHA
i have to leave soon, to meet eve and an na (:
ah well, i feel so full :(
kim kan forgot my wake up call !
stupid womannn, talked to her till 2+ last night, then almost couldnt wake up this morning :(
HAHA, takecare la.

i miss ruiyi too :(

2004-11-03T01:47:00.000+08:00

hi, im sleepy :(
kimberley just forced me to call her :(
and shes laughing now
hur goodnight :)

2004-11-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
i contrated the laughing diease just now, while on the phone with eve :)
HAHAHA, dunnoe whie.
she said i was mad :(
AH WELL.
i kept laughing okay :(
RERHS.
anyway, kimberley and cherlene's all going mad online.
they're both commenting about my room !
my bed, my night gown, my bras and undies !
HAHAHA !
they are mad okay ! :D
yes, cherlene came over today :)
and i had the WORST roller blading experiance EVER. -looks at candiceho & cherlene.
OMG, i was all alone ! :(
to fend for my self.
i slammed into 5 cars, 1 tree and alotalot of walls !
and i fell down TWICE :(
im so injured.
phil called to ask what happened :)
HAHA, sweet her lahhh :)
i am NEVER EVER going rollerblading again :(
HAHAHA.
was suppose to call candiceho once i reached home, IF i got home, after that blading tradegy, but i DIDNT. HAHAHA :D
phil said she wanted to jump off the building. HAHAHA !
i want to see ! so fun ! :D
halleujah ! okay, im mad ! HAHAH !
shannon's natureman makes me laugh like crazy okay !
HAHAHA ! okay, im mad :(
okay, cool down.
watched raising helen :D
was quite okay, cherlene ALMOST cried.
too emotional please /=
ah well, i think im worst :)
HAHA.
abby's back from thailand !
i missed her :(
going her house next monday though :D
HAHA.
im gonna miss meiyang and cherlene alotalot too,
once they leave.
RAHHHH :(
oh yes, uploaded 2 new photo albums.
check it out at the links okay ? :)
HAHA, takecare :D

2004-11-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA (:
CHERLENE ONG IS OVER !
SHES LYING ON MY BED, IN A DAMN SEXY POSE - WHISTLES !
LOOKING AT MY NEOPRINTS.
MOOHAHAHA (:
SHES DISCRIMINATING SOMEONE IN MY NEOPRINTS ! TSK (:
SHES SWEARING, UNTIL SHE SAW HERSELF AND WENT " YAY ME ! "
LAMEEE (:
LOLS.
ANYWAY.
SHES MAD.
SHE GONE QUIET.
SHHHHH (:
MOOHAHAHAHA.
I'LL BE BACK, AFTER RAPING HER (;

2004-11-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO (:
had maths lesson this morning (:
I WAS LATE, with eve ong.
we were both running and rushing /:
ah well.
town-ed with evie (:
froze to death in the rain :(
had lunch (:
HAHA.
watched doll master ((:
cried & screamed alot.
evie made me go deaf :(
she screamed RIGHT into my ear okay.
but it was darn touching.
kept crying.
HAHA.
then watched ladder 49 (:
evie was complaing smth like, movie marathon arh !
or smth like that (:
cried somemore :(
TOUCHING OKAY.
then went home.
cherlene's coming over tomorrow (:
im gonna have a day of FUN (:
yay.
i love my greenie sister / bitching part / retarded flower :D

2004-10-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

JULIET (: 'SUP ? AM HIGH(: we're all high. WITH THE INDIAN WOMAN. LOL. ILYA. OOOOOHLALALA. i know am damn SEXY(: you're jealous. and i know you CRUSH me. :D HAHAH(: i like FRIED RICE(: do you ? heh. i can't wait for wednesday ! :D :D :D and our DATEEEEEEEE. when is it ? stupid DOH DOH WOMAN ! JULIET IS MAD (: she loves her ROMEO. and that is ME(: MARHARS(: TORO (: - HOT HOT HOT ! cute cute cute. :D HES MINE. ILYA hun.

-ROMEO. (your sexy husband(:)

2004-10-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

hello (:
emeline's bored, and my ear hurts :(
went for jolyn's cell this morning.
her cell group leader's reallyreallyreallyreally lame okay.
haha (:
then went to tampanines mall.
had lunch at macs (:
the waitress is super cute okay ! (:
haha, then went to buy hairbands, walked around.
yep (:
met alexi, then jolyn went home.
went to the library.
borrowed some books with his card 0=)
im so guai okay.
but we made alot of noise and commotion lah.
HAHA.
met mom at paya lebar (:
bought dinner, then went home.

after the extra maths lessons in school, im gonna miss 1b2 like flowers [shit] (:
im already missing clique :(

2004-10-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

too serious too soon
i wanted you love me
i wanted to be there for you
like no one else before

rahs. some people are such cowards please. LOSERRRRR.

ah well. im darn bored. served detention today. it wasnt that bad. only 15 mins (: (: with candicechai, eve, ruiyi, huizhen and rachelchng. tsk. stacked chairs. didnt attend the whole of the christmas service in schl today ? was in the sickbay with ruiyi. she had her cramps, i had gastric :( :( :( ah well. went heartland with candicechai after dc (: then went her house. talked alot ? im so darn bored. and my stomach's still hurting. -looks at ruiyi. HAHAHA.

i think im such a loser ! i keep mixing up with people ! like the crunchies and cocacolalolly with abby, and now the nanny and child thing with zoe. OHMANN. emeline's such a suckerrrr. hahaha.

2004-10-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

ouch. ive got stomach ache x( rahs. pain like shiate. wait, i think i need to go shiate. okay whatever. schl was chaotic today. first watched a movie in the ava theater. dead poet society, rahs. slept thoughout the movie. ruiyi woke me up at the scary parts, then i fell asleep again. hahas. then went back to class. did the tessalations, then played uno with sherrie, melissa, santi and jolyn ng. hahas. kept laughing. had recess. played more card games with the others. laughed somemore. counselled cherlene, candice chai, jolyn and meiyang :) :) :) i feel so accomplished. hahahas. theres really smth wrong with everybody lahh. anyway, met felicia. had lunch with her, pris and jiayan. had training. this long talk by mr lim. then long run, to heartland mall and back okay ! was damn funny. all of us had to go toilet halfway. and yunlu was like, go to the macdonals toilet :) :) :) so we went lahh. damn funny pls :D

then came back to schl. cooled down :) met eve and lena opposite schl. sat down and talked to them till 1730hours. then went home :) :) :) rahs. im so tired :(

2004-10-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

dont wanna love you if you dont love me

schl was in chaos la ?
dunnoe waddeheck was happening.
hahas. had captain's ball competition :) :) :) me, julia, ruiyi, sherrie, vanessa and meiyang's team won by 3:0 ! then it started raining x( rahs. irritating la. amandal, kindly swapped teams with our opponent, we're dead. that girl ar, pro in irritating me okay ! hahahas. kept.. rahs. never mind. shes one crazy tall girl la :)
nvm, our team will win okay :D
then went back to class. i had to stay with meiyang in the sickbay. that poor tudi of mine kept vomitting. i think shes pregnant. sheesh /= im kidding la. hahas. i was the first aid monitress ! so pro okay ! -boasts ! hahahas. anyway, brought mdm zalena to her and got her to call meiyang's daddy :) then meiyang went home. im messenging my dearest tudi now :D she says im sweet ! HAHAHA. [i know it la] oh man, thats so ego pls ! :)) then had cheerleading competiton. archer rockayeee :) :) :) hahahas. we were laughing like shiate okay, while preparing for the cheers outside the hall :) then lead the schl in the cheers :) kimberley sweets was dam maluted okay. she tried to hide. cos we were infront of the whole schl. things were dam noisy and messy la :) but we were LOUD. whoosh. im so proud to be an archer warrior ! screams !! kimberley's my archer sistaaaa :)) HEEHEE. mm, im listening to always by bon jovi or whatever. its a beautiful song. mmhmm.
after that, went for lunch at heartland with eve, sherrie, candicechai and eileen :) i think i ate alot. sheesh. /= im gonna get fat x( rahs. theres trng tomorrow ! rahs x( jessica forced me to go pls. hahas, i shall la 0=) then eileen came home with me. went blading while i held on to her. she fell down okay ! then i fell. ohmannn. i feel so guilty :( she injured her knee pls. [thanks to me /= rahs] my blading skills sucks okay :( i almost fell on the road ! and this woman in a car [who looks like daphne from si] laughed at me. ohmannn /= then she showed me the "good" thumb sign. then she started laughing and waving. so embarressing ! rahs x( then "bladed" eileen home and borrowed her slippers :) :) i cldnt go back alone in blades. i'd just die la /= hahas. anyway, i shall go bathe now and watch the champion :) im sleeping early tonight. yay :)

i miss phil :(

2004-10-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey darls.
i havent talked to you for long.
i just decided to be lazy for a while. [actually quite long already =x]
anyway. sm:)es yarh.
so sad i cant be there. [damn]
studying sucks please. ): ):
esp when i have 9 days left but mountains of work.

could have talked to you on friday? but i didnt. in the end, it was eve and ruiyi. GAWWWD. they sound like you. =/ haahs. anyway. cheeerr upps! i dont know what happened.. but you're never alone. there's still your friends, and the missing-in-action- me :):)

hmm. hope you'd be fine by now aye? i miss you okayy. sulkss. maybe i should date you to study with me one day [HAAA! x)] but i think i will end up screaming at youu! x) hahas. ohwells.
takecare laa. smile smile smile more. i love the bubbly emeline ALOT yep? -huggs tighht. miss mie while im gone. =/

[[ps; ohyeah. thanks for the thoughts abt coming to look for me on thurs. i wanted to find you before i reported but damnit, i was LATE! haas. read my blog la. i screwed my (damn) pract. BOO PHIL. she's a stupid asshead. ): never mind la. though we didnt meet i know you were worrying for me ritteee! x) haahs. i still love you! :):) ]]

+phil. ((2219)) / twentythirdoct. twozerozerofour*

2004-10-22T18:08:00.000+08:00

you tried to hack my diary.
eileen told me.
wait, and you made me cry in schl today :(
but, i forgive you.
im sure you know how i feel now, since you've read the letter.
mm, and you're away at camp.
takecare.

mm, i love meiyang, cherlene, ruiyi, jolyn, candicechai, eileen, eve, sherrie and vanessa :)
thank you all for making my day today.
it cheered me up, alot :)
although i cried and everything, you all, made me laugh and smile :D

2004-10-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

-->diary<--

everything's inside now :(
im sorry, everyone.
i cant show it to you.

/ emeline

2004-10-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

mm, i just woke up.
everything's still quite blur.
first, demelza called and woke me up.
then i fell asleep.
then my sister asked me to go heartland with her ?
then i said no and fell asleep.
and my mommie just called, asking me for mie results la ?
then i finally woke up.
hur, ive got no peace around here ?
owell.
i got back results today.
everything sucked like shiate.
dont ask.
im damn afraid for some people la :(
ohwell, i'll be praying.

you
hello, cheer up alright ?
it hurts to see you so upset :(
cos, its like, you rarely show your feelings.
until you told everything to me today.
i can sense your hurt and sadness, and it makes me sad too :(
ive told you, i dont like seeing people sad.
thats why i tried my best to cheer you up.
i hope it helped alright ?
im sorry if i didnt, or if i made things worst.
but im glad, that you seem to be feeling better than before alr :)
it takes time alright ? dont worry.
i'll be there for you :)
takecare.

2004-10-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

kimberley kan is my heartbreaker :D

2004-10-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

emeline's cold.
emeline's gonna be a good girl and sleep early tonight.
emeline's gonna sleep before 11pm :)
emeline will not sms tonight, but sleep instead.
emeline loves kimberley, pms partner / squashy / grandots :) chill honey :) :) :) its alright. -hug.

2004-10-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

emeline > grandmommie ! (:
i love you sweetie.
-sigh. but im really really scared now.
cant face tomorrow.
i wna skip school and not face reality. ):
but there's nothing we can do about it anw huhh ?
just PRAY. (: we trust the lord.

okay, so i'll pray for both of us now yaa ? (:
dear Jesus,
i pray that we [emeline and i],
will have the courage to face tomorrow.
and no matter what our results turn out to be,
help us to accept them.
um, i hope that we can do well
to please us, our teachers and parents. (:
thank you Jesus for hearing this prayer.
and in Your name, AMEN. (:

yep, have faith in ourselves too yeaa ? hahah. (:
i love you lots lots lots grandmommie ! (:
-huggs and kisses.

/ granddson. (:

2004-10-20T17:35:00.000+08:00

it only happens when i kissed you

darling wifey / ex mommie / ex girlfriend / honey - ed sugary strawberry donut and all :)
my beloved swtheart. one and only :)
we must hold on and be strong okay ?
do not cry :) ( i hope i won't )
i know my darling you are fearless :) of horror movies and all :) so do hang in there.
hubby will be there to hug you :)
all the best lao po dearest.
i love youu :)

/ blueberry hubby ; ex boyfriend ; a person who's crazily in love with yaa :)

2004-10-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha :)
i keep changing my template.
too bored la.
sherrie & vanessa has gone mad already.
they're both mad over ahtiong !
not me okay ! oh great.
shall do some crappy quiz la :)

in class who :

x. has the most leadership qualities ? :
alynn ? maryanne ? hmm, i dunnoe :)

x. has the nicest hair ? :
candiceho ? its all spikey and all :) sherrie's one is the silkiest :D

x. talks the most ? :
emeline lah, duh :) or maybe, EVE :D

x.is the tallest ? :
stacey ? jolynng ?

x. is the shortest ? :
ERHUM. -looks at cherlene

x. is the most outgoing ? :
ME ! vanessalee, mie AHMA !

x. is the quietest ? :
umm, rachel ong ?

x. is the craziest / maddest / insanest ? :
me and ruiyi :D

x. is the bossiest ? :
ERHUM :)

x. is the smartest ? :
umm, the one thats first in class ? :)

x. the most sporty ? :
julia, you netballer ;) xinyuannn :D

x. the lamest ? :
umm, me ? :D

x. the most violent ? :
eve ong yew yi

x. lives the nearest to you ? :
candiceho ?

x. lives the farthest from you ? :
jolyn soo i think ? simei /:

x. talks very fast ? :
ng meiyang ;)

x. do you talk to most ? :
darling clique :) cherlene, candicechai, jolyn soo, ng meiyang, sherrie, vanessa, ruiyi, julia

x. do you go recess with ? :
clique :D

x. do you trust most ? :
umm, clique ? :D

x. respect most ? :
umm, i have no idea.

x. has the most problems ? :
me, i guess ? :(

x. is the sweetest ? :
alot of people la. candicechai, meiyang, jolynsoo, cherlene ? :)

x. is the most huggable ? :
mie baby sherrie koh luyi

x. is the most kissible ? :
cherlene ong, mie husband xD

x. is the ahma-ish ? :
DUH, mie ahma, vanessa :)

x. do you love most ? :
i love everyone, and hate NO ONE :D

teehees :)
its done la.
stupid.
im so bored.
goodbye :)

2004-10-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

ripped this from abby twinnn :)

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
x. playing football everyweek.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
x. air ?

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
x. some jap anime :)

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
x. 4:15pm

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
x. 4:50pm

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
x. the tv :)

7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?:
x. today. in the hall :) during the movie.

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
x. my sister.

9: What are you wearing?:
x. fbts and school blouse.

10: Did you dream last night?:
x. yeah.

11: When did you last laugh?:
x. just now, with rachel :)

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
x. a clock ?

14(a): What book are you currently reading?:
x. umm, nothing ?

14(b): What is the last book you finished?:
x. twins / fearless.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
x. A NEW COMPUTER !

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
x. who's the you ?

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would it be?
x. huhhhh

19: Do you like to dance?:
x. yes

20: What is the last thing you ate or drank?
x. macdonals :)

21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
x. i have no idea :)

21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
x. romeo ? thats corny.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
x. i dunnoe.

23: What was the last song you heard?:
x. i think, its my lips are sealed by hilary and hailey duff.

24: what are you listening to NOW? :
x. overdrive, katy rose.

25: If you do have a music playing list on your computer, list the next 7 songs in order :
x. I do :)
1 ) obviously, mcfly
2 ) broken, seether
3 ) overdrive, katy rose
4 ) only love, trademark
5 ) womendeai, f.i.r
6 ) i dont want you back, eamon
7 ) to be with you, mr big

didnt go town with kimberley in the end :(
sorry dear, i wasnt in the mood.
went heartland with rachel instead :)
had lunch at macs.
talked about lots of things ?
hahahas.
ohwell.
school was fine :)
we watched school of rock -looks at kwann.
was lying on julia, cherlene was lying on me and meiyang was lying beside me on julia's lap :)
people were commenting /:
teehees :)
ohwellllll.

eve ong threw flour ALL OVER me in class today !
and that flour was damn moldy okay.
it was damn old, from xinyuan's locker.
from a longlong time ago.
i had to go bathe.
cos i was flour-y all over /:
thanks alynn, eileen, ruiyi and EVE for helping me :)

i promised everyone i would be happy.
and im trying very hard to keep that promise now.
but, it isnt easy, i was so wrong :(

2004-10-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

rahh.
im sleepy :(
im lying on the bed with the laptop now ;D
so comfy la.
just stopped messenging mie tudi dearest :)
she went to sleep. that pig :)
and messenging alexi, that silly mommie of mine. HAHA.
and listening to perfect 10.
they're playing only love by trademark.
rahh, i feel like crying :(
owell, emeline has to be strong ! YES :)
mm, i'll be praying for meiyang and candicechai later :)
candice, for her problem.. that thing, and meiyang, for her fear for getting her results.
that tudi of mine :)
shes darn sweet.
im so cold, stupid aircon.
owell, i want everyone around me to be strong :)
esp, meiyang and candice. you two can do it alright ? -love love.
perfect 10 is crazy :)
owell.
my ahma is crazy !
VANESSA LEE SHI QI ! HAHAHAHA :)
shes screaming at mie online ! about lifting her skirt today ;)
teehees. ahhh, her mom doesnt allow her to watch the grudge :(
shes suppose to watch it with me !
AHHHH :(
owell, takecare.
im gna listen to mie perfect 10, continue chatting online, messenging my mommie
and kimberley darling squishy just called :)
im going town with her tomorrow.
alright.
i shall go now.
goodnight :)

2004-10-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

im gonna become a happier, stronger person :)
i'll learn to give up things that its impossible to have.
im gonna be less vulgar.
im not gonna misbehave so much in class.
im gonna be a good girl :)
im not gonna be that [always] sad, depressed girl that you used to know.
yes.
im going to change :)
-looks at cherlene, meiyang and vanessa.
oh yay :)

samkwann,
thanks prince dear :)
for helping me clear my doubts :)
im feeling much better now.
i love you -hug hug.

2004-10-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

you told me to let go.
to stop.
you think its so easy ?
you think i can give it up just like that ?
well, you're wrong.

candicechai, darling.
cheer up alright ?
mommie will always be with you.
i know its hard.
you have to be strong.
thanks for praying for me.
i will, for you too.
we'll perserver on together alright ?
mm, i love you. -hug hug.

2004-10-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

scrw this.
i feel terrible.
i feel hurt.
i feel like killing myself :(

2004-10-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

i hate my scrwed up life.
FUCK IT.
and fuck YOU.

2004-10-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

ignore the last post.
it was full of crap.
i was hurt damn bad, and wasnt in the right state of mind.
yeahh, so, i deleted the post :)
i guess, im not really feeling better now.
but, who cares.
i wanna turn back time :(
but i cant.
owell.

town-ed with squashy baby.
watched ouija board.
oh my.
she screamed till i almost died okay !
so.. crap.
and we were taking photos with flash of ourselves in the movie theather :)
LOLS. shes mad lahhh.
bought a skirt :D
took neos, its been such a long time.
danced para para in the arcade.
HAHAHA.
damn funny lahhh :)
owell.
then i went home.
talked to jolyn soo :)
got straight ALOTALOT of things.
and im feeling.. urg.
but thanks once again grandson dear :)
for being there for me.
candice chai too :)
and my darling cherlene.
teehees.
OH AND KIMBERLEY KAN TOO LAHH.
happy ?
teehees :)
iloveyouall. [wadever lah, passer]

2004-10-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

you know smth ?
i was damn high just now ;)
ask ANYONE online who was talking to me.
especially sherrie, cherlene and vanessa :)
and i was damn high over the phone with kimberley.
HAHAHAHA :)

had a funny conversation with candice chai ytd,
shes damn cute la :)

me : im mrs spongebob !
her : okay, the who's mr spongebob ?
me : spongebob himself la !
her : oh, so you're married to spongebob ? (:

HAHAHA !
shes damn cute okay !
whahahaha.

passer
fake love huh ?
alright.
we'll see about that :)
why do you say i fake love people anyway ?
i think you're jst deprived of love yeah ?
im too high to care about an UN-LOVED person like you.
no one loves you la.
thats why you're like that ?
and you're plain jealous :)
takecare, may spongebob love youuu.

2004-10-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

that girl there ;
crying in the mirror

teehees :)
EOYS ARE FINALLY OVER.
ive even got a schedule to go out !
OKAYYYY, i think i must be mad.
HAHAHA :)
there's so much to catch up on :)
so much to talk to to my darlings, yes ?
HAHAHA.
shall blog about ytd then :)
caught the terminal with candiceho, maryanne and eileen at j8 :)
damn touching show la.
candiceho cried ?
she used MY hand to wipe away her tears okay.
HAHAHA. it was dam funny la :)
walked around for a while.
then went home :)
teehees.
ytd's science paper was scrwed anyway :(

TODAY, THERE WAS HOME EC.
oh myyyyy, im not gna become a housewife anymore.
everything's scrwed :(
owellllll.
chinese listening was damn funny.
me and ruiyi was laughing the spongebob out of ourselves okay !
HAHAHA.
town-ed with cherlene and meiyang :)
instead of watching new york minute with candice :)
BAHAHAHA.
talked about lots about stuff.
laughed alot.
played alot.
and cut my hair !
meiyang too :)
TEEHEES.
met bestie and squashy opposite heeren :)
TSKTSK, someone was wearing dam ladylike huh ?
hahaha.
then train-ed home with them.

candice chai
cheer up dear :)
dont think too much about it okay ?
i always seem to appear whenever you're most down huh ?
tskkk, thankyou :)
i love you la.
-hug :)
ive got SO MUCH to tell you.
cant wait till next week, when we have our time together :)
HAHAHA, like that time i went out with you wearing a spongebob tee-shirt.
so funnyyyyy :)
takecare.

2004-10-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

passer

whoever you are,
whatever you say, i dont care.
cos i KNOW, i show my love.
whether you want to believe it or not,
i dont care, but i just wanna make it clear,
that i really truely love all my friends from the bottom of my heart okay.
if you claim that i dont, that's your own problem.
maybe because, YOU dont know how much i love my friends ?
thats why you say that.
if thats what it is, i'll forgive you.
but if you're just saying it for nothing but boredom,
im afraid it isnt true.
cos, i really love my friends alright ?
if it was that post that has caused you to say that i practised self-pity,
its not true.
im not alright ?
its really how i feel.
but if theres so much complain from you,
dont read it then.
its not for YOU to read alright ?
its for my FRIENDS, who understand whats going on, unlike YOU.
and if you're really unhappy with this,
im afraid i'll have to shift all these private stuff into my diary then.
then you wont be complaining that i dont show my love anymore.
cos you wont be able to read it.
are you happy like that then ?
or maybe, i should just shut down this blog and put EVERYTHING in my diary,
so YOU wont be able to read it :)
its that fine with you ?
and what are you talking about that i practise SELF PITY and boys do not like it ?
i do not practice self pity alright ?
boys disgust me.
i do not like them.
so, please, GET A LIFE.
thankyou and may god bless you and your naiveness :)
takecare.

2004-10-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

i finally saw my squashy today.
and i finally exchanged hugs with her today (:
OH YAY.
hahahas (:
todays exams :
chinese : scrwed.
art : scrwed.
yep.
thats about it la.
and my darling sherrie prayed for me today, again (:
yes, i love my sherrie alot.
hahaha (:
she was so cute over the phone just now :D

but only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe
for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i'll just play my part
pray you'll have a change of heart
but i can make you see it through
that something, only love can do

in your arms
as the dawn is breaking
face to face
at a thousand miles apart.
ive tried my best to make you see
this hope beyond the pain.
if we give enough,
if we learn to trust.

i hope you know,
thats how much i love you :)
but anyway,
for now, this is best for both of us, i guess ?
im still confused :(
im sorry, im doing this.
im sorry :(

2004-10-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

i now proclaim :
SPONEBOB SQUAREPANTS my husbanddd :)
OH YAY ! -squeals !
he's mine mine mine :)
-looks at kimberley !
MOOOSHAHAHAAHAHA !
OKAY ! IM HIGHHH NOW !
and ruiyi just typed a damn obvious entry in her blog. TSKTSK :)
philicia has smth against spongebob though :(

you see :

\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] : philiciaa :)

\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
if i show seefei.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
she wil go crazy
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
she claims that sbsp is her bf.
emeline / x. come onnnnn. without you i'll never feel the love inside of me says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
emeline / x. come onnnnn. without you i'll never feel the love inside of me says:
tell her, he's MINE alr (:
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
-faints.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
omg.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahas.
emeline / x. come onnnnn. without you i'll never feel the love inside of me says:
YESSSS (:
emeline / x. come onnnnn. without you i'll never feel the love inside of me says:
he's supeeerrrr cute.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahahas.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
i like patrick better.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
i like gary !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
spongebob's snail/
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahahas.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
yeahs.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
squidward la.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
but if i marry spongebob, gary will be mine toooo !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHA
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahahas.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
you wanna marry a SPONGE?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHA !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
he's too cute (:
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
oh my.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
-blushes.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
serious?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHHA
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
YESSS
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
but does a sponge have feelings?
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
and you cant reproduce!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
doesnt matter !
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahas. but if IT doesnt have feelings.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
im getting spongebob wallpapers !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHAHA !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
he has okay !
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
then how will you know if IT loves you?
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
oooh. hahaha.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
he's so cute (:
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHAHA !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
did you watch the cartton ?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
cartoon*
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
he HAS
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
but did you se the episode when he came out of sea?
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
its like some scotchbright sponge.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
no eyes.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
no mouth.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
no features.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
no feelings laa.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
x(
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHAHA !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
but, IN the sea.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
he's so cute
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
BUT you cant stay in the sea!
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
unless you wanna be like sandy.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
yeah !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHHAHA
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
wear an astro suit?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
yeah
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
HAHAHa
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
oh mann.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
so cute.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
so cuteee (:
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahas.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
ohmyyy ((:
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (: says:
dont be jealous okay. (:
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
oh my gosh.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
you must be kidding.
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
i wont. (:
\ sweeet vindication ; +[myslyelf(:] says:
hahas.

MOOOOHAHAHAHA !
why am i sooo high today ?
LOLS.
who cares.
im gna watch the grudge with kim baby :)
she was SCREAMING over the phone just now when she saw the photo !
HAHAHA !
she said she will die while watching the movie.
and i must call the ambulance to bring her to the hospital.
for what ? shes already DEAD !
HAHAHAHA ! :)
im so sadistic. sheesh :)
okok, byebye.
ruiyi, you are mad.
period.

2004-10-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

cherlene
baby husband :)
hellow.
i miss you okay.
as well as your hugs :(
thankyou for being there for me.
listening to me rant on and on about that person (:
hahaha, yes.
i think i was damn mad.
ohwell, maybe i still am ?
HAHAHA.
who knows ?
im here always, for you too (:
to listen about you rant _____, IF you still.. you know (:
HAHAHA.
but still, im the one who has been ranting about -
yeah (:
thankyou la. for always talking to me on the phone, laughing, screaming, yelling,
making me deaf, until i had stomach ache and needed to go and shitte. HAHAHA.
and i took 45mins to call you back ! HAHAHA (:
and for all thoes sweet messages you send me everyday (:
yes, i love you to the moon and back again (:
SO much (:
im sorry for not invading, even if you ask me EVERYDAY. owell.
ily (: -hugs.
[how many more hugs do i owe you?]

kimberley
my squishy (:
or squashy ?
i always get them mixed up too (:
like you.
HAHAHA (:
babyyyy. dont be sad okay ?
we must have a long talk about things, after we go out after exam alone (:
okay ?
then i'll tell you what's happening.
thanks for always encouraging me and everything.
and for telling me things even though i dont really tell you much about whats happening to my life and all.
but still, i promise to tell you everything after exam (:
next thursday, when we're going out alone (:
yes ?
GOOD (:
and please dont forget, your squashy [or squishy] will always be there for you (:
i love you honey (: -hugs

evie
MY SLUT !
hello (:
hahaha.
im your bitch okay :)
i think it sounds.. scary ?
owell (:
i think we're sadistic.
we seem to enjoy seeing this certain person being BURNT TO DEATH in the sims.
OH MY :)
who cares.
hahaha.
anyway, my slut, i love you la (:
cos you're the one, who's always been there for me.
through this 13 years (:
HAHAHA.
yes, and we'll never leave each other okay ?
when we grow up, we must live BESIDE each other okay ? (:
yes ? cos i know, who you wish to marry ;)
HAHAHA. cousinnnn !
i know you went through the MOST (:
because of me (:
the many times you were stressed, sad, angry, tired, confused, crying was because of ME.
but still, i made you laugh alot okay (: i was always there and WILL ALWAYS be there for you (:
like that time, we spoke from 2300hours till 0630hours.
it was damn funny. i wasnt even tired !
we can talk NON STOP about so many things.
especially, all those latelate nights, when i was ranting and raving and feeling really sad and all about ________, and YOU were there. listening to my every word (:
and now, about.. nvm (:
HAHAHA. but still, thanks for everything (:
i love you so much, like crazy (:
cos i know, you love me more than him tooooo (:
and i love you the most :D -hug.

bestie
hello (:
you know smth, i think we're neglecting each other alot :(
i dont care.
i must go out with you after exams (:
then we'll TALK AND TALK AND TALK about stuff (:
HAHAHA (:
yes, im glad you're really giving up on -
im proud of you (: -nods.
please, dont be sad, dont cut anymore, dont cry so much :(
it pains me, to see you like that okay.
i'll always be there for you okay ? (:
i promise.
like that night, when i was studying, you called me, and i dropped my work and listened to everything you had to say.
when you were crying, talking, everything (:
i know, its hard to give up.
ive been there too.
and im STILL there :(
yes ?
hahaha.
owell, i love you bestie.
and thanks for giving your first kiss to, ME (:
hahaha. yay. -kisses (:

2004-10-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

im the one who wants to be with you
deep inside i hope you'll feel it too.
waited on the line of greens and blues,
just to be the next to be with you.

mm, that song's nice (:
i like it.
hahaha.
ohyeah.
went evie's house today (:
burned the people in sims then watched scary movie 3 (:
laughed like shitte.
hahahas.
i think im sadistic /:
owell (:
woked up early this morning.
studied and had breakfast at macs with candice, eileen and maryanne (:
yep, i cut hearts out of mie pancakes.
then i cut the heart into half. [hearbroken la]
and stupid candicehomingzhen, you ate one half of it okay !
then i ate the other (:
my masterpiece, she ate it up :(
stupid womann (:
owell.
didnt really study much :(
was damn cold okay /:
and candice was rly sweet. -looks at her.
yeah ? (:
hahaha.
i love you la.
church-ed (:
service was fine.
was late again /:
had dinner at dwntwnest.
then played and ran around alot.
challenged the "great one" to badminton.
i think i won, whatever.
hahaha (:
went homeee (:
evie's my slut (:
im her bitch.
hahaha (:

I LOVE MY SLUT LA (:

you
when will this stop ?

2004-10-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

you
im at the losing end right now
its hard to stop talking to you, you know ?
im already trying my best :(
its not that obvious, is it ?
im really frightened alright ?
please, dont make it worst :(
it hurts.

-looks at julia
mommie, you know how i feel.
you've read my diary.
see, i told it.
its really hard right ?
okay, i love you :)

2004-10-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

when i see my babies run,
when all the madness has been and gone,
i raise my family and live in peace,
now that's what real to me, real to me

dying flowers in a dressing room,
a dangerous time to let your head make up it own mind,
got me thinking that the spirits flown,
that's not real to me

baby, im really missing you like crazy :(

2004-10-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

you know what ?
mie brain is stuffed full of shitte.
mie finger hurts like craps.

and my hearts damn damn broken :(

life sucks.
esp, the algebra part :(

2004-10-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

rahh.
my finger is scrwed.
it hurts.
i just wrote 2 FULL pages, without leaving lines, small wordings, packed together :
FULL OF LIT.
the character traits of napoleon and snowball.
for thoes non sec one pl girls, they may thing im talking greek or smth.
cos the names are like full of shitt.
and so is everything else.
my darn finger is stuffed with shitte.
it hurts like crazy.
i just highlighted so much crap.
and joshua is being his retarded self again ?
look :

JGGRNAUT ] squaresoft.makes.potboilers says:
hahahah well.urm.butbutbut.tsktkstks. eheheheheheh

whatever that means.
thats one, the second is,
helping eudora and alynn who's justice bao.
WHATEVER shitte name that is anyway.
im like some kind of detective ?
so fun. -squeals deadling.
i owe my kim baby her letter.
and she owes me a hug.
this post is full of rubbish.
whatever.
my finger = sucker

i hate her already.
hur.

i am indeed,
blessed.

2004-10-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

you know what,
ive just studied literature
and my brain is blown to craps.
urgh, shitte la.

you
please stop hurting me :(

2004-10-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

guess what,
im so lost :(
i hate life.
i hate school.
i hate you
i hate everything :(
im sad, depressed, scared, irritated, confused, frightened, close to tears, on the point of BREAKING DOWN, whatever.
hur.
save me somebody.
its too hard to get over you i guess ?
im really trying my best already :(
all this just hurts, so bad :(

and you seem to be avoiding me.
whatever reason it is,
im sorry :(

2004-10-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

you know smth,
this isnt right at all.
i have to let go.
continuing this is wrong.
all wrong :(
but its really hard,
to try to let go.
to stop thinking about you.
for everything.
im sorry :(

2004-10-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

you
you hurt me today you know?
i almost broke down la :(
i know you did it unknowingly.
you didnt even know you hurt mie i guess?
but you did :(
if only you knew about this.
i wonder what you'd say :(
im sorry.
it just, hurts so bad :(

abby owes me mie hug today :(

2004-10-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

so take me to the brink of deliverence

hahaha.
was darn moody this morning(:
but mie mood changed after chinese period la.
thanks to POMT > ruiyi(:
hahahs.
yes.
owell.
i aced mie music test okay !
all As(:
YAY.
stayed back after school with candiceHO, eileen and alynn(:
suppose to study, but ended up playing ? hahaha.
then went heartland with eileen and candice(:
she wanted to but her mommie a cake.
oh, how sweet la?
hahaha.
then i went to candice's house.
slacked and watched tv?
then i got mie gastric(:
you i tell you smth, candice is darn caring okay(:
yes.
i love my darling candice la(:
and i love her hugs(:
she gave me one before i went home today :D
hahaha.

cherlene
hello darling(:
i will never forget you okaes?
dont you worry.
sorry if i have neglected you or anything whatsoever.
cos you just messaged me smth quite disturbing.
ohwell.
i love you(:
+kisses-

candiceho
hello boyfriend(:
AYE. we havent broke up yet okay.
i know you dont want to la(:
admit it.
you just cant live without mie okay.
hahaha(:
ohwell.
thanks for being so darn sweet today la.
i love you so much(:
you takecare alright?
cheerup(: dont worry so much about mie.

eve
yew yi darling(:
i know you're going through alot now.
but still, you took the time and worry to bother about mie.
to ask if i was alright and stuff.
thankyou SO much dear.
cheer up alright?
i'll always be praying for you.
takecare.
i love you(:

julia
marmiesss(:
hello there.
dont be sad la.
cheer up okay?
you want mie to cheer up right?
then you must too(:
yes ? smile more for your nuer alright ?
yes. i love you honey. -hug.

jolyn candicechai sherrie vanessa ruiyi
hey darlings(:
im alright okay ?
thanks for today.
you've been great.
i love you all loads okay?
-hug.

im sorry i didnt tell you the truth
i didnt dare to let you know.
if i ever was to tell you,
id regret, forever.
im sure our relationship now wont be the same as before,
if i was to tell you.
im sorry.

2004-09-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

ive been broken

i cant continue pretending ive gotten over you.
its too hard :(

2004-09-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

sticks and stones

hahah ! hello :)
last night was.. hilarios.
went celebrating lantern festival with julia, candice chai and ruiyi !
met at 7 :)
we made a freaking bonfire !
was damn fun okay. xD
hahah !
i burnt myself :(
took LOTS of photos !
yep !
then candice and ruiyi went home :(
me and julia went candice ho's house.
crapped.
laughed.
took more photos !
HAHAHAH :)
damn fun lahh.
then julia went home at arnd 10pm :(
i stayed till 11 plus ?
mmhm.
then went home to study ! -GUAI !
fell asleep while study :(

todayyyy
school was fine.
we shifted class.
next to 1A2 :)
near my daddy !
hahah !
mm, also broke up with my one day boyfriend !
haha !
CANDICE HO.
we got together yesterday and almost broke up today. HUR.
darn funny lahh.
the only reason why we didnt was because, i threatened to tear up the letter i wrote to her :)
then she was like : okok ! dont break up :)
hahah !
damn funny lahh.
then went homeee :)
sherrie baby's darn cute lahh.
i love my baby. XD

happy birthday cherlenee !

i love you my darling husband :)
im glad we've gotten married alr.
hahah.
kisses+`(:

2004-09-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

sitting with sherrie is..
influencial.
hahah !
shes influencing me to be guai-er !
really !
alot of people said so :D
thankyou sherrie babbyyy.
hahah !
we were scribbling on our papers today.
writing : i love sherrie.
and she wrote : i love emeline and emeline rocks :D
hahah !
she thinks that the stick figure i drew for her was cute !
HAHAH ! :)
silly babbyy.
mm, todays maths quiz is scrwed ! rahh !
im a failure lahh :(
ohwell.
lets just dropped it lahh.
sherrie prayed for me and julia !
hahah !
me and julia were holding hands and squeezing each others.
and suddenly i felt more hair on my hands.
when i said amen, cherlene was there !
my sweetie :)
we almost broke up today okay !
because of a third party : ng meiyang !
but cherlene loved me too much, and broke up with meiyang :D
HAHAH !
yayyy.
ohwell.

you >
you know who you are yeah ?
you hurt me today, alot :(
i was darn upset and hurt.
how could you anyhow jump into conclusions and blame me.
when i wasnt the one who did it.
anyway, its over already.
im glad you gave that smile :)
takecare.

2004-09-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

im locked up
dont let me out

school was quite okay today :)
mm, ruiyi didnt come okay !
pangseh me during chinese.
but NEVERMIND !
chinese was STILL kinda fun :)
hahah.
im sitting with sherrie now !
in between her and enmei !
hahah.
and i tell you arh, sherrie's darn guai okay.
shes influencing me to be guaier 0:)
and she says im smart ! yay ! -cheers !
hahah !
enmei called me a weirdo :(
cos i drew this really cute stick figure on my hist paper !
hahah !
it was darn cute lah :)
then i showed her !
then she looked at it and said : weido !
hahah !
darn funny okay :)
candice ho didnt come today too.
hahah.
ohwell.
visited her with maryanne after school :)
maryanne left at 1515hrs.
i stayed till arnd 1930hrs.
we crapped alot.
talked alot.
played alot.
laughed alot.
she sneezed ALOT /:
and i slept on her oh so comfortable stomach :D
hahah !
its darn soft okay.
darn comfortablee :)
owell.
byebye.

you
you made me smile so much today :)
thank you.

2004-09-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

hahah.
wow.
i think my diary's really private.
its all about you you you,
and nth else but you :)
cos i like you so much.
hahaha.
its darn private lahh.
-looks at cherlene.
you BETTER not leak anything out okay ?
i'll kill you :)
hahah !
ohwell.
i love my cherlene.
-hugs.

2004-09-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

hahah !
church-ed yesterday :)
was really great.
church rocks lah.
mm, had dinner with cell after servie :)
hahah.
me vanessa and evie didnt eat though 0:)
DIETED.
mmhmm. met evie before church :)
had lunch at coffee club xpress in wistma.
then trained to church.
fell asleep while studying in the mrt /:
evie too !
hahah !
was raining okay :)
was late for church :(
missed half of worship.
owell.
after service, went to heartland with vanessa and evie :)
we bought the same cross ! for our necklace :)
YAY.
i need to do art !
oh no.

you ;
its hard to not think about you.
please, stop it :(

2004-09-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

hey !
wtched dodgeball with jolyn and candice today !
hahah ! it was damn funny please ! x)
laughed till i almost DIED okay ! /:
hahah ! it was darn funnnnyyyy !
then had lunch at delifrance.
studyed a little ! only ME okay !
both of them didnt ! 0:) -is guai !
talked abt lots of stuff lahh :)
hahah !
ohwell !
eng and chi composition eoys today !
its scrwed lahh ! RAHHHHSSS ! :(
evrythings like out of pnt ? :(
dnt care lahh. its ovr !
thts ALL that matters ! :)
lots of fooling arnd too lahh !
esp with candice ho. ASUSUAL.
hur.
music was darn fun okay !
HAHAHAH !
me and jolyn were the conductors !
with maryanne ? lols.
darn funny !
laughed like some mentally deranged person okay !
today, i was high.
because of smth !
hahah ! YAY.
im darn happy lahh :)
ohwell !
candice ho ming zhen made me fall dwn today ! :(
on my leg !
and the whole damn leg went numb !
i think the blood circulation got cut off or smth !
HAHAH !
she tried to massage it for me !
but i didnt allow it okay !
she was trying to molest me at the same time okay !
TSK YOU MINGZHEN.
hahah !
byeeee POPPET. :D

you ;
im so afraid to part with you :(
i jst hope..
whatever :(
this is all wrng in the first place.
its all not meant to be at all :(
ahh, but i cant stop myself from loving you :(

2004-09-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

hey ! :) hahah ! in candice's house now :D studying with eve and julia and candice ! hahah ! jst wna shut dwn my blog till the eoys are ovr okay ? hahah ! -is guai :) i wont rly be gng online too ! xD takecare ! im gna study ! and eve wants to use friendster ! takecaree.

BLOG SHUT TILL EOYS ARE OVER !

2004-09-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

hahah ! hey ! demelza's down with high fever ):
she jst called me ! hahah ! get well soon okay ?
hahah ! :D
ruiyi came my house to study ! hahah !
we took lots of photos in retarded hairstyles !
hahah ! and we studied too okay ! -is guai :)
hahah ! science prac today ! its scrwed ! urghhhh !
alot of wrong ! and messed up expermts ! rahhhh ! :(
owell !
whats done is done ! lets study for the other subs ! 0:)
hahah ! school was kinda chaotic today.
daily fights with candice ho kept occuring today !
ruiyi was my shield ! maryanne kept screaming ! hahah !
i think candice's breast got deflated today :( ohoh yes !
she tried to trip me ! then i grabbed her leg ! then she lost her balance !
then she fell ! gawwwdd ! her head hit the wall ! all my fault lah ! -is sorry :(
then she LAUGHED like some maniac after that ?! so hard, that i thought she was crying !
so did everyone else ! carissa saw the whole scene ! hahah ! mad lahh !
had lunch with eileen, ruiyi, candicechai, julia, jolyn, candiceho ! hahah ! damn mad !
candice ho was exceptionally guai ! :D she helped ALL of us to clear our plates ?
and cups ! and it was darn highh ! then whn she was clearing, ALL TOPPLED OVR !
hahahahah ! was darn funny ! laughed till i cldnt even breathe ! so was evryone else !
hahahah ! and i made new family ties ! jolyn soo became my grandson ! :D
eileen became my anti su rong mei protester !
candice ho's not my nanny anymore ! shes my DADDY ! bt she keeps flirting with my poor mommie, julia ! :( she wants to be the FEMALE ! not male. HUR. and ruiyi ! became our family's cloest buisness client ! yay ! funfunfun ! -jumps arnd !
oh yes.
candice said her head hurt like f*ck ? and she doesnt dare to bathe ? LOLS. sorry lah ! im darn guiltied now :( hmmm. and im the class's first aider smore ! :( hahah ! owell.

i owe cherlene a hug everyday ! :D

you ;
its hard getting ovr you.
since you made me smile so much :(